I thought it was me
I realised
It's just society
It's sunnah to protect the divorcé
They look down on you
All those weddings uninvited and those parties that passed through
After 25 years of giving and helping you
You're no longer a community I can call home
You make me feel inadequate and alone
Theres so few who are cool and wish me the best
Like I haven't already been through enough pain
With assaults from narcissists and the insane
To then carry the energy
Of your Envy
To all those who lead me on
Forgiven but not forgotten
To all those who take me for granted and take advantage and those who slander
I might as well take the deeds and dance knowing I'm going higher in jennah